just a thought...

this morning my mom and i were in the car and my mom was telling me about my first birthday party! haha (like everything else i have no idea how we got on that subject) ha! anyways, she was saying how she meant to buy a small cake just for me, almost the size of a cup cake, but instead she got a big full circle cake! unfortunately my dad was painfully ill and my brother wasn't born yet so it was just me my mom and dog! haha
she was telling me how what i did when she first set the cake down in front of me. i looked at it, then took my finger and cautiously touched it leaving just a tiny bit on the very tip of my finger, then i licked it. it was good! next i took my finger again and this time i swiped it leaving a little more icing on the tip of my finger and licked it. yummm! :) pretty soon i was grabbing chunks out of the cake and stuffing my face with it! haha and cake pieces were everywhere!
that simple story hit me. thats kind of what i'm going through now. (except now i'll eat pretty much anything that is sweet!) ha! but with all jokes aside...i'm at that point where i'm taking my "finger" and cautiously touching the cake. i've already moved. so we can check off the setting down of the cake, but now i'm right in the middle of looking at it and observing it all around and cautiously touching it with the tip of my finger. :)
call me crazy or weird but that thought just crossed my mind today! :))