Friday, April 9, 2010

all i want is one simple card!!!!!

Ok, so....today my mom and i went to the DMV (for the 2nd time) full of hope that i would finally get my permit here!! I've been slowly starting to boil with the government. -__- Ughh!

Well, lets back up to the first time my mom and i went. We had my birth certificate, school attendence, and a bunch of other important paper work all ready to show the people.....found out that they are a lot stricter than they are in AZ! MAN! i tell ya! Anyways, the guy told us (in his sluggish ways) "im....sorry....we can't take this...we need more paper work...uggg....yeah....so...yeah...please come back with that and you should be able to get your permit then...." So my mom and i left smiling...ticked....but smiling and said "ok! we'll be back"

* a few weeks later *

Today my mom, brother and i walked in with all the paper work. (they wanted paper work showing that i'm actually attending A school. :p laaaaammmeeee! but whatever! SO we showed the lady EVERYTHING that the guy told us to bring. (now, unfortuneately i was kind of expecting this....but) the lady said "im sorry...this isn't enough we need to see another form showing that you are an actual resident of the U.S.) or something stupid like that. -__- soooo once again my mom and i walked out smiling...super ticked off now...but still smiling and said "ok! we'll be back! :)

Walking out i was throwing an absolute temper tantrum in my head!!! DUDE?!?! WHAT IS THE DEAL?!?!?! my adoption process went faster than this!!!! all i want is a simple platic card with my picture and information on it saying that i'm legal to drive on the roads with an adult (or someone over 18)!!! is that too much to ask?!?! Buuuut...what can ya do? its just all so...DUMB! :p

~upset~

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

one of my many LOVES




Some of you may not know this about me....one of my many loves are making jewelry! I've made pretty much everything from threaded friendship bracelets to metal earrings! I enjoy making fun funky necklaces too! Its a fun "free time" activity! :)



2 FLIP FLOPS~ i LOVE being able to walk outside and not have to worry about tying shoes! flip flops are much more easier! ;)

2 KEYS~ i went to a co - op called KEYS it was the best co- op i've ever been involved in!! thats made a huge impact on my life!

the "SISTERS" charm~ this charm stands for my lovely core group!! i LOVE them sooo much!! they really mean the world to me!....it also stands for all my "gf's" in general!...hehe

KITTY charm~ i. LOVE. hello kitty.

SUN~ i hate the cold! i LOVE the warmth!

the HEART~ Jesus is the center of my life!

Locks Of Love



(before)






(after)

Monday, April 5, 2010

"Over You" by Chris Daughtry

"Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you."

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Last Song & The Blind Side







...my 2 favorite movies!!!.....so far....

"i learned from you" -miley cyrus

I didn't wanna listen to what you were sayin'
I thought that I knew all I need to know
I didn't realize that somewhere inside me
I knew you were right but I couldn't say so

I can take care of myself, yeah, you taught me well

I learned from you that I do not crumble
I learned that strength is something you choose
All of the reasons to keep on believin'
There's no question, that's a lesson, that I learned from you


We always don't agree on
What is the best way
To get to the place that we're going from here
But I can really trust you, and give you the distance,
to make your decisions without any fear


I'm grateful for all of the times
You opened my eyes

I learned from you that I do not crumble
I learned that strength is something you choose
All of the reasons to keep on believin',
There's no question, that's a lesson
I learned from you


You taught me to stand on my own
and I thank you for that


It saved me, it made me,
and now that I'm looking back

I can say

woooaaahhhh!

Hmmmm... Hmmmm... Yeah!

I learned from you that

I learned from you


I do not crumble
I learned that strength is something you choose

something you choose


All of the reasons to keep on believin',

keep on believin'

There's no question, that's a lesson that I learned from you


Woooaaahhhh!
I learned from yoooouuu

I learned that strength is something you choose
something you choose


All of the reasons to keep on believin',
There's no question, that's a lesson that I learned from you

yeah!

I learned from you

Saturday, April 3, 2010

pretty rainbow!!!!

this week.....





hmmm....what did i do this week???
they say a picture is worth 1,000 words....so...here ya go!

"when i look at you" -by miley cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.


....this song has been stuck in my head all day! haha

its about TIME

just give me time, cause thats all i need.
just give me time, cause thats all i want.
just give me time, and i'll start to bloom.
just give me time, and i'll slowly start to share.
just give me time, and i'll show you my story.
its all about time, all you have to do is give it to me,
and i'll give you a lot more!!